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Thursday, November 18, 2004
Back. Went to alot of places in m'sia.. Mount Ophir (Gunung Ledang Resort), muar, tanjung beach etc.. visited my uncles and frens too.. was a very enjoyable trip.. one of the most enjoyable trip that i ever had. Somehow after this trip i started thinking abt alot of stuff.. yup.... actually wrote another entry abt the places i went and the stuff i did etc, but then i've decided nt to post it up.. words cant describe the wonderful times i had.. Anw this trip sets me thinking abt lots of stuff.. came back on wed and that same day one of my relatives passed away.. she's my grandfather's sis, ie my mum's gu1 gu1.. so of course my mum's very upset abt her death, esp lao3 gu1( dat's wad we usually called her) used to bring my mum out to play when she was young.. so dat day we decided to visit her but she wasnt at home.. then we recieved the news that she was admitted into the hospital becos of some virus attack or infection.. but we didnt went to visit her cos we didnt know that it was that serious and my grandmother said its ok.. like she will get well or sth.. but things didnt turn out that way and she passed away 2 days ago, just when we were on a coach returning to s'pore. yup.. so we really regreted nt visiting her when she was in the hospital and blah blah.. if she passed away last week, we would be in time for her funeral.. so i guess it's kinda predestined that we wouldnt get to see her for the last time ( i havent see her for almost 2 yrs) yup, i was shocked when she passed away.. so cherish the stuff u have now.. yup.. but i've experienced some bad omens for the last week when i was in m'sia and now such thing happened :S So this kinda sets me thinking abt the destiny vs choice thing, esp after reading a article frm a hp website.. sometime i feel that choices are made to fufill the destiny, so in other words we cant change our fate. And today i read an email frm my fren abt the little things that some ppl did that save them frm being killed in the 911 attack.. eg being held up becos of a late bus thereby coming to work late.. u get wad i mean? i dunoe whether this is the case but sometimes things really turn out this way.. make sense heh.. I like going to m'sia alot.. really.. ever since i was young.. my mum was joking today that if i really like the environment there i might as well leave s'pore after my As.. haha.. saying is easier than getting it done.. this realli came to my mind today.. but then this cant realli happen, at least not for now.. hmmm...so everytime i came back to s'pore i will feel very depress.. dat's y im writing some nonsensical stuff here.. the ppl there are nice, i like my cousins and my relatives.. i also got a few frens there, known them since i was very young.. so anw one of my frens ( they are frm the same family btw) is damn zai.. he got his own car and he's same age as me... he quitted sch 2 yrs ago cos firstly he hates to study and secondly he knew that even if he tried he also wont be able to make it.. think he's damn cool to let go of sth that he knew that he wont be able to do it..pei fu.. so that's wad i called letting go of sth that you know you cant accomplish, might as well go get a life..isnt that better, at least we will be happier this way..yup.. Okie enough of all this crap..but somehow all the stuff that were happening lately seems to be inter-related.. hmmm.. anw i've decided to go back more often,(though m'sia is nt the country i came frm) becos as years go by things will definitely change, 10 years down the road my grandparents may not be alive anymore ( but choy!) so chinese new yr wont be the same anymore.. cousins will grow old, we will have our own commitments so we cant possibly be like now happily playing fire crackers outside the house like nobody's business, or going swimming at mount ophir.. yup.. so next yr im definitely going back for cny.. and my uncle said he might be bringing us to A Farmosa next yr if we come back! looking forward.. around 2 and a half months more........ Seriously speaking, I'm tired of this place... |